September is getting worse. Can we skip this awful month please? It’s more than 4 am and here I am, laying on my bed and thinking about everything that has happen and all I can do is cry. I hate this fucking month and I hate my life. It’s because of things like that that I don’t believe in anything. I mean if God does exist what me and my family have to go through so much in only 2 weeks? Life’s a bitch and no one’s here to make it better.
My life sucks so much lately that I haven’t really had time to be on tumblr. I’m sorry. It doesn’t mean that I don’t love you dear followers and friends, trust me I do. The situation I’m in is complicated and I don’t know what I want. Sometimes I want to be alone, sometimes I want to stay in tumblr forever and never go back to real life. Anyway, I’m not sure anyone cares about that post but I just wanted to tell you why I’m not active lately.